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What happens after we die?

Take it from someone who has died a million deaths...

Some people remember their past lives, some people don’t, but it is quite certain we‘ve all lived countless of lives. Killing life is simply not possible.

Everything living (and quite possibly everything non-living, too) has (or has had) a soul, lacking a better word for it. The reason why “a soul” is a bad term is that people sometimes think it’s a bit like a small-time god, a controlling organ that the person themselves has no influence on. In reality, the soul is what you want, what you wish for, your desires, your lust, your anger, your pain, all of your emotions, the part that makes you want to live or die or wish to do anything. It is your passions, your obsessions, it’s the stuff that guides you and the stuff that makes you feel lost. It is who you are, and without your body, your soul is still shaped like you, often, it’s shaped like one of your incarnations, at least.

What is a soul, what is you, the body, you all understand

The soul, to the body, is like the software and data is to a mobile device. The operating system is your species, the personalized data and files is your soul. Without the soul, the body is simply an empty, useless machine, yet, it is the soul that largely builds that machine in the uterus from the given raw material, as closely as it can. We simply look exactly as we wish we look like, within the limits of our genetics.

We look like our soul. Our body is designed to express our soul. It is like the clothes you pick to express yourself, no different. The species is a limitation to our self-expression, hence the clothes. People are the most diverse species on the planet, hence the need of clothing to supplement the expression of individuality. (EIRTE: People who want everyone to be the same, have the animal instinct of fitting in the species; “we’re all alike”. Human instinct is to be different. To evolve. A Fluid and Solid Thinking thing.)

The soul is not all-knowing god-like “a perfect being”

The soul is not a perfect being. It is a passionate thing. It is a tormented, torn thing that is pulled into different directions by the opinions and beliefs of other souls. It doesn’t know any better than you do! In fact, you ARE your soul, your soul is you, there is no real difference, apart from the fact the soul has several layers of consciousness, just like you are already aware from psychological research.

The part of the soul that we mostly liken as “the soul” is your subconsciousness. Your higher awareness is also your soul consciousness, but you might call it “psychic awareness” or even god if you’re smart enough to fool yourself. That is most likely what we refer to when we say “the soul”, however, it is not all it is. It is your everyday thoughts as well, and, it is also your past life memories, that travel with you in your soul. The brain simply processes this data, and it has its own “physical memory”, but “the cloud storage” is where the data is actually stored.

What is death?

When the device dies or is wiped clean during an accident, the memory isn’t lost, it is… Forgotten. Whenever you enter a new body, you have SOME memory left from a past life, people call it “instinct” or “talent”, or “a knack”. You just know how to do some things. No gift is a gift. You’ve worked for it in one lifetime or another. The people who are now creating computer animations that are visually indistinguishable from the real life probably started out drawing stick figures on a wall of a cave somewhere. They simply adapted what they already know into the new methods of creation.

Death is much like a memory loss. The brain hasn’t got a connection to your past life memories, to begin with. It is possible for a soul to be transferred into a new body with a some past life memories intact, but most people choose to start over, simply because stuff like falling in love for the first time is much more fun if you don’t remember you’ve fallen for this same person a million times before. 😀 Death is really only our wish to do it all over again.

Past life memories and reasons for the current

The past life memories can be accessed if you wish to. They’re mainly hidden because you need them to be. If you are curious about them, and nothing about your life plan is contradicting that wish, you can access them. (Such wishing to experience something for the first time again.) During our lives, we always get these moments of “oh I wish I could do THIS or THAT or, I wish I was…” And the trust of these wishes will become your next life.

These ideas are not necessarily something that seems logical. For instance, someone who has always been rich and well looked after may start wishing to know if they would be able to handle themselves if they were poor and homeless. There is a need for most people to survive on their own, and to make that happen, they’ll be born in a life where nobody helps them.

I, for example

For example, I am currently living some twisted wish of wanting to know whether or not I can make it big without my men or money. The answer: No. I cannot. 😀 The money is not an issue, but the men are. The reason is that I simply do not have the drive for it, as NOTHING in this world matters to me as much as my men do. Without them, there is no point TRYING to make it. Nothing means anything without them. I only live when they are there. So the next best thing: They are with me in spirit only, while I sit alone on my bed trying to work out how to get to them… On my own.


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