Conscious life-planning.

We are all constantly manifesting things in our lives. The problem is that if you don’t think about what you are doing, you are more than likely manifesting negative things or at least not very positive things. We rarely feel like we can invite our truest wishes into our lives; we feel powerless to change the hand we were dealt at birth. We take what comes in a somewhat passive state, and the last time we did any actual planning was when we were children, daydreaming – if we did that even then. We were daydreaming about what our lives would be like, what we would be like as adults. The more imaginative you were, the wilder your life plan probably turned out to be, and the more closely you thought your life would resemble that of your parents, the more that’s true.

However, our power to manifest things doesn’t end in childhood; it’s just that we start imagining the worst, not the best when we get older. (Of course, if your childhood was traumatizing, you might have survived it imagining great success or, perhaps, destruction… But what you imagined, you probably manifested.) But the trouble with manifesting as a child is that we don’t really have all the factors in place. Our puberty hasn’t kicked in yet. When as a child, you think joining a monastery would be great, by your teen years, it may not feel all that religious-romantic. (You don’t think any child would imagine joining a monastery? Yeah, think again. At the age of 8, I was rather disappointed to hear that the protestant church didn’t have any. By 13, all my ideas about lifelong sexual chastity had flown so far out the window it nearly blew a hole in every one of them. Still, my starry-eyed religious streak at that age is clearly visible in my life today, even though I have altered my views on religion quite drastically even in terms of just growing up.)

You put a lot of power into the hands of a person you think is god.

When you grow up religious, you put a lot of your manifestation power into the hands of God – to whichever person plays that part in your family circles, if you ask me what a god is. There’s one individual among your soulmates that you have all appointed as your god. Some are good, some are bad, and some are downright terrible – especially to other people. It’s a position similar to that of a president; only followers can change their minds about who they worship as a god. Some of your soulmates may BELIEVE they are worshipped as a god, even if everyone thought they were a complete idiot… The last person you’d want to be in charge of your life events. It is very, very, very important to choose the relationships you feed energy into, even in the form of just humoring them, as an idiot doesn’t need much encouragement to believe whatever they want to believe, let me tell you.

I have found no evidence to support the idea that gods exist the same way we’ve been taught. They exist like presidents and kings do, but not as if they were somehow made differently to us.

There is a universal law and a collective consciousness, yes, but I wouldn’t call it god, because it will only ever respond to our truest, deepest wishes and has 0 opinions about what we should or should not do here. It ONLY responds to our wants and needs.

Now, people who think of themselves as gods have one thing in common: They all believe, rather narcissistically, that your happiness should come from pleasing him or her. Whatever they want, should be YOUR joy to fulfill. THAT means that your life is designed to please them, not yourself.

Have you ever wondered why godless people do so well in life? People who have NOBODY to care whether they live or die, at least to start with? This is why. There is no god in their life who has an OPPOSING view on how they should do in life. They don’t have to fight against their god’s and family’s manifestation to get what they want.

Open your psychic awareness.

The song “sisters are doing it for themselves” has been ear-worming me the whole morning. If you so choose, you can take your life back into your own hands. Ironically, it will also work toward your god’s best because whenever anyone raises on their own two feet, everyone in this world benefits from it, even if it seems like you’re breaking stuff by standing up. The chains, limitations and the cage will break, yes. And yes, some of it has been built strong and sturdy.

You must open your psychic awareness if you want to. You don’t need existing abilities, even if you probably have them; you just haven’t identified them as such. We are all psychic to a point, but you can teach yourself to become more aware of it all. It may be difficult at first, but one very easy way to start is to start with Sebastyne.com/Read/. The site has instructions in the first place, but shortly, you load a new page and look at a random image. Some of them are very realistic, some of them are surreal and impossible, even, and simply “read” what you see in the image. What does it mean to you? This is teaching your brain to tap into your unconsciousness, which is the link to your psychic awareness. That’s all you really need to do. It’ll open up gradually.

When you want to up your challenge level, start asking it questions before loading the page. Sometimes you’ll be tempted to read the text it loads up; sometimes, you don’t need it. The text and images are not linked; they are loaded randomly from different folders. If they relate to each other, it’s because you manifested that combination. I hope when you start, those two things have nothing in common, so you see they are in no way linked; there’s no algorithm or fancy footwork. Just plain old random pick. You don’t have to say anything out loud; you don’t have to type a question. Think about it, and load a new page.

That’s it. The random posts will guide you forward. Most importantly, you’ll become CONSCIOUSLY AWARE of what you want out of life. That’s the most important part. If you believe you couldn’t possibly have it in this lifetime, trick yourself into thinking about the next lifetime, and your imagination frees up quite dramatically. The important part is to start thinking about what you’d love to FEEL. The most powerful manifestation is that of a feeling. You’ll add as much detail, feelings, visuals, and physicals, as you want and need, but don’t ever forget what you want to feel because you can technically get what you ask for but still feel like shit when your god tries to teach you a lesson. Don’t forget the feeling. You’ll override your god’s wishes by going straight to the feelings rather than the physical good or technical circumstances.

Wish to connect with your True Emotion Mirror(s) and Precious Soulmates from any lifetime of yours.

Having said that, my god hasn’t been useless.

I’ll have to throw my god a bone here. I feel like he’s trying to turn me away from the gate to what I’m asking for, as if I was just pretending to want what I want, and he’s allowing me a full reign to explore while not REALLY giving me what I want. I am still, as of writing this, very much yanking my own chain, but I am determined to get through this. God has been very helpful in helping me get to the very bottom of the barrel of my consciousness, and even if I don’t believe he is being completely honest with me, I know he’s simply playing his part in the cosmic game. He is subject to universal laws the same as everybody else.

Fear not. They cannot stop you; they can only intimidate you. The worst they can do is to try and scare you into stopping. Don’t let them scare you… Even if you feel fear, don’t deny feeling fear; however, don’t fear the truth. If the truth is that you’re afraid, the one thing you cannot afford to fear is the truth. Never fear truth. (Is that a Johnny Depp slogan?) Whatever it is, look for the truth, no matter how embarrassing, scary, or inconvenient it is. Face it.

To quote a Facebook meme I saw once: “You are a ghost riding a meat-covered skeleton hurtling through space on a rock. Fear nothing.”

Scared people do the biggest harm in this world. The one thing you need to erase in yourself is fear and the co-dependence in other people that fear breeds. Your friendships and other relationships should be based on love, not on the plethora of fears they often serve.