About Me

The way you will see me is not how I see myself. Everyone in this world considers themselves the most mundane person in existence, the one looking back from the mirror every morning. That doesn’t mean that extraordinary people don’t realize they’re extraordinary, it’s just that they don’t understand what’s difficult about it.

This is to say that if I sound unimpressed by myself, it’s because well… I am. Like I do some cool stuff, yes. I have a ton of fun thinking up new things every single day… But… I don’t know any other way to be.

I had to find a fix for the world because I was sick of it.

Nothing in this world works without people or animals. Therefore, to fix this world, we have to fix people and animals – mainly people. How do we do it? We find a way to create a world where everyone can live a happy life, not just the life they consciously want. Sometimes, we have to give people better than they deserve so they’ll learn to want better things.

That said, we need to find a way to give people better than they deserve without giving them ourselves when they don’t deserve us. We have to do better without taking a hit doing it.

That’s the stuff I work on. I want to not only leave the world a better place than it was when I found it, I want to leave it healed, so that I don’t have to do this shit again for another million years or so.

Reincarnation.

I am a very, very old soul and I know I am basically a baby just pushing on her feet. We live forever. Forever is a very long time. Our first job is to figure out who we are as individuals and how to keep ourselves entertained for an eternity, in our own way. Nobody is entertained exactly the same way. I am entertainment to some people who are entertainment for me. We are all here for nothing but to kill time and to enjoy ourselves. There is no other purpose or goal, just to learn to chill. We just need to learn to chill and be happy.

Therefore, I chill on Second Life and doom scroll until my eyes get blurry.

This time will never return. WE don’t die, but this time will pass. You’ll never see reels once they’ve been replaced with something different. Second Life will never be like that again. Your favorite form of entertainment is never going to be exactly the same ever again.

That is why we live only once. We live this time only once… But we live an endless series of times only once.

Love everything you love like there was no tomorrow. There is a tomorrow… Just not one quite like this.

 

About my blogs

I write a number of blogs, with varied dedication. There are numerous because of a change of tone is needed depending on who I address.

I call myself a psycho-spiritual theorist, lacking a better word for what I do; I study the nature of the reincarnating spirit, and the psychology of it. (And no, it doesn’t pay. ;p) You cannot tell the true age of a person from their physical appearance, it is only relevant if the person’s actual soul age is over the age that they are physically. This makes explaining things quite complicated. Using the same words for a 5-year-old in an adult body (very common!) is going to need a different approach than explaining things to a 50-year-old genius (quite rare, but not as rare as you’d think) in any age body.

I write for celebrities because their situation is so very different than normal. Also, I seem to have soul-connections to a number of A-listers, the names of which I’ll keep to myself… I was going to write “Depp to myself, lol.” I’m not saying anything, but I cracked myself up with that one so it’s staying. 😀

I write to Full 10 men, because they’re ALWAYS either ignored as a group or being actively harnessed to the use of whomever wants to use them for whatever use they have in mind. For one thing, I want to help them recognize when a behavior that they have learned to take for normal is actually abusive.

I write to women who want me to be their role model. I can do some of it. There’s a point where following a role model becomes quite uncool, so… I try to find that limit for you all.

I write to a generic group of people (everyone) because I need to ease people into my thinking, as the full scale of it consists of now 3500 blog posts, and I keep adding random bits and pieces to that archive. (In book terms, that’s, according to ChatGPT that I DO NOT use to generate posts:)

  • 3 books – Personality Mirror Soulmate Typology
  • 2.5 books – Celebrity Psychology
  • 2.3 books – Romance & Dating
  • 1.8 books – Masculinity & Men
  • 1.4 books – Sexuality
  • 2.8 books – Life Redesign / Spiritual Psychology
  • 1.7 books – Authenticity & Identity

I have a framework blog that I try to keep updated with the latest structural developments of my theories, but I must say it is the last one to be informed at this time when it really should be the first. 😀 (I’ll try…) It still gives people a generic idea of what I am talking about in a relatively short read.

I write a Second Life blog [ZEN METAL] because I FUCKEN LOVE SECOND LIFE, I want to try everything on it, and in addition, it serves as a fantastic platform for trying out things my posts awaken in people, without tearing up an entire life to “see if it would work” on a hunch.

Therefore, my Second Life sim is created for the readers of my blog, and I want to grow it into a full city or some sort of establishment for my beautiful people (because you ugly mothafuckars can buy yourself an Instagram model body with just a few dollars, lol).

Up-to-date links are in the navigation. (I hope.)

Rules

I’m not your guru, but you can still take hints. Don’t replace your own thinking process with mine. My thinking won’t be a substitute for your thinking… But it can help. You need to think how my thinking relates to you and your life. It won’t be one-to-one. We’re not quite the same person… No matter how similar we are.

(I do think we live several lifetimes at once, tho, so there are some women who I think are literally me in a different body… As a disclaimer for I will contradict myself later on. :D)

Join ZEN METAL on SL

I build and hang on Second Life and while I was scripting some crazy fun but unnecessarily difficult object it suddenly sank in me: “I’m going to have to get paid for this.”

The last time I felt similarly was the time when I read Finding Fulfilment Inside Out by Laura Carrol and I arrived to the humble conclusion… I sound sarcastic but it was actually very humbling: “I want to understand everything.” I looked at my answer in the air inside my computer table, you know when you stare at nothing seeing something… I figured, “Well that’s true. I do want to understand everything. Well. That’s it. I’ll never be happy.”

Then, about a year later, I started writing. And I wrote some more. And now it’s all here.

So now, the next project. The pig I want to wrestle. The fun part. Second Life.

Once you understand everything, (I don’t, but I understand enough to feel satisfied for now,) you’ll know it’s all a game. It’s entertainment. And right now, the funnestest thing I can think of is Second Life. So there’ll I’ll be until real world catches up.

Join me.

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Another narcissistic quirk that I want to point out just for the sake of curiosity is the habit of rejecting or claiming a label despite one’s behavior. “I want all of Johnny’s money, but I’m not a gold digger!” “I am speaking on behalf of all trans people every chance and broadcast I can, but …