Development of soulmate sexuality through life times: incl. Demonic Phase

There are some fantastic discoveries I have to share with you – a fantastic Christmas! All of my discoveries relate to soulmate sexuality, but also, love and hate and the age of our souls. This should make interesting reading!

When our souls are young, infant, in fact, many of our ways are infantile regardless of our physical age. We function more out of fear, cannot stand unkind people (the Infant souls value kindness above everything else, because they don’t understand anything else but kindness) and they are looking towards others to find love and comfort with. Sexuality is completely dormant, or awakens at a very late (physical) age. This is no time for True Emotion Spirit Mirrors, we are protected by our Precious Soulmates* at this stage, people who love you without question, but who are completely non-sexual with you. When it is time for you to break out to the world, the first steps, you will first get to know people who are openly sexual, so that you get a ‘model’, an option to choose if you want that in your life. Unfortunately, in this time we are living, sexuality often is more a should than a want, because “everyone must have a healthy vibrant sex life in order to be happy” and if you’re happy without sexual behaviours, people think you’re oppressed, in denial or unhealthy. The Infant and Child Souls feel somewhat pressured toward sexuality – sometimes speeding up the process of awakening to that world, sometimes slowing it down. The first sexual experiences are not likely to be too pleasant, sometimes driving the soul into a long stretch of similar experiences, until they feel the need to learn to enjoy it.

True Sexuality is first awakened or healed by a Healing Spirit Mirror (new definition), often well described in True Emotion Mirror descriptions; Someone with nothing but love for you; unquestioned, overwhelming overpowering love, that will awaken your senses and teach you the art of love making, in complete bliss. The Healing Spirit Mirror will stay with you for as long as needed, for as many life times that you both require this level of love and bonding. But all good things must come to an end, and even the Healing Spirit Mirror starts to look for other things, greater variety of emotions and senses.

During our life times we are selecting qualities which we want to attach to our being. Everything that we hold onto becomes ‘us’. We choose these qualities, and some of them are there because we enjoy it, and some are there because we feel we should be that way. We are never ready for a True Emotion Mirror before we let go of ‘shoulds’. That is why we need Trail Companions*. They still have many of the same shoulds in place as we do, and their personality matches the choices we have made out of enjoyment, rather than shoulds. A Trail Companion* allows us to enjoy many of the qualities that we already love about ourselves without letting the ‘shoulds’ get in the way like a True Emotion Mirror would.

As we grow, we are introduced more and more challenging situations and people, and one of those challenging phases is what I wanted to call the Demonic Phase of a True Emotion Mirror. This is the time when someone who you are choosing the same stuff to be and become, has already accepted their sexual demons – most often (but not nearly always) this is the male partner. The Demon soulmate will torment you with their sexual desires for as long as it takes for you to take pleasure out of it. For as long as you don’t accept their sexuality and your sexuality, you cannot fit together. In modern times where everything is sterile, this process must function at the pace of the Tormented soulmate, most often the female, but in bygone eras, he wouldn’t have asked her permission, but would have rather locked her up than tried to control his own desires. This forces the Demon soulmate to be somewhat more crafty, and sometimes abusive relationships are exactly this. The Demonic Phase comes from the need of breaking the sexual taboos that keep you two apart, as well as breaking any shoulds and getting under your skin. It isn’t pretty to watch, or to experience, but it is a process many of us decide to go through with our soulmates rather than through a meditative process.

The process of reuniting with your True Emotion Mirrors is somewhat violent. It’s violent in all areas of life where self-denial is taking place. All shoulds, including non-sexual ones, must be broken down, all fear must be removed, and this process is often the fastest done by a trial of fire.

Whenever you feel your True Emotion Mirror is abusing or attacking you (sexually or otherwise), try to reframe it in the sense that this is not an attack on YOU but the barriers you uphold. This hate he feels for you is actually just hate towards the barriers that are between you, not you. This doesn’t mean “try to please him” or “let him do whatever he wants” that will not work well for you, but know that this is one of the things that you have to open up about yourself in order to be united, and try not to make him out to be a demon even if he acts demonic. Focus on any pleasure you get out of his behaviour. Start with the one you probably already feel: He cannot get enough of you. All their focus is on you. Enjoy that. Find any pleasurable emotion and hang onto it. If he’s going to torture you, you might as well make the best of it. The funny thing is, when the victim starts enjoying their torture, it kinda becomes pointless in a lot of ways. You don’t have to tell them either – they know.

The purpose of the Demonic Phase is to break your resistance and make you surrender entirely. When that happens, the love that you feel for each other may flow freely. The sexual pleasure that you get from each other will fuse you together, because it will become telepathic. The variety of emotions is now freely in your use, the pleasure will mix with pain – and the union will become a balanced combination of the Healing Spirit Mirror unconditional love and acceptance and the Demonic soulmate’s wrath. You will be accepted with all your perversions, all your darkness and all your lust – and still be seen as an angel. The pleasure and pain, love and hate, the hunger and the nourishment, it will all stay in the relationship, but as you are completely joined, it flows exactly in a way that you will experience endless pleasure with all your senses.

And there will always be that titillating fear towards your True Emotion Mirror. Only they are the people who can take you to your edge and back in a way that you know you are safe and in danger at the same time. This torture that I speak off is not always sexual in nature, as I mentioned, and it doesn’t always go to great extremes, it also has levels – one life time there’s one barrier to get through, another life time there’s another, but they become less and less and weaker and weaker every time. This can be sexual violence, and although I cannot condone it, it is the woman’s job to decide what motivated this assault. Could you have been anyone (non-soulmate) or was this because you are you (True Emotion Mirror)? I believe a lot of the non-reported sexual assaults maybe about a Demonic Phase of soulmates, because she knows it wasn’t “a real” assault and that he would never harm anyone else, just her. Now, we have to remove the guilt attached to sexual attacks, because we have to realize world isn’t black and white. Having said that, some times the Demonic Phase takes a somewhat more childish form; Facebook bullying, ganging up on the breaking soulmate, just being nasty to them, they’re like a red flag sometimes to a lot of people, but especially so to their True Emotion Mirror. This is like dogs “smelling fear” to older souls, who attack the younger one in order to make them stand up for themselves and realise they can hack it in the real world – and grow to be what they were meant to be.

The phases (roughly!!):

1. Birth, infancy, security and being protected by all. (Infant 1)

2. Curiosity awakening looking outwards. (Infant 2)

3. Going to ‘play with the big kids’ who attack you to show you your place. (First Demonic Phase, summoning all Demons, as in all older souls around you – Infant 4 Soul Age Level, in mild form Infant 3.)

4. Breaking out of child’s shoes and standing one’s ground. (You can’t bully me. I am not afraid. Infant 5-6.)

5. Child 2 Soul reaches his own Demonic Phase for the first time, trying to force others into loving him – True Emotion Mirror especially.

6. Second Demonic Phase, strong Demonic; your True Emotion Mirror attempts to break down sexual barriers on Child Soul phase 4. (Repeated several times over life times, with healing periods in between.)

7. Other things to learn.

8. Adult 6 Phase brings about the strongest Demonic Phase of all, including rapes and continuous abuse.

9. The next sexual growing phase(s) comes on the Ancient Level, when everyone wants to get rid of the last remaining taboos, but it won’t necessarily happen violently.

If you’re thinking of buying the Soul Age levels eBook to study more, don’t do that yet, as I haven’t updated it for this – but do shoot me an email if you’re interested, I’ll let you know when I’ve updated the book. (If you already have it, I’ll be happy to send you another copy if you have a copy of your PayPal receipt.)

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