Authentic self vs. Current expression

Everyone is what they choose to be or want to be. That is a fact that cannot be changed. However, what people choose to be is not what they’d like to be if they chose it from the perspective of their Authentic Self. We choose who we are for a variety of reasons, authenticity is the most difficult reason, and the only one that brings you true happiness, but there is always a reward for even the undesirable of choices. The reason why we don’t choose from the Authentic Self point of view is that we feel guilty, pressured to be something else, we don’t know what our Authentic Self is, and all kinds of confusion – we choose from should, must, and a temporary benefit rather than absolute fulfillment of one’s Authentic Self.

Your Authentic Self is the person you would wish to be if you could choose to be anything. Imagine there was nobody putting pressure on you to choose differently, you had all the money and all the resources needed to become who you wish you were – THAT is your authentic self. This is an unlimited being, someone who chooses for themselves, and for themselves alone. If you had no attachments, no family members, no friends, no work commitments, no bills to pay, no nothing, if you could choose your life circumstances from Point 0, what would they be? Imagine you can create your next life from scratch, exactly as you wish it (as you can) what would it be? THAT is your Authentic Self.

Your current expression is different. It is what you think you must be in order to be accepted, loved, thought well of, admired, or to get away with stuff easier or even to challenge yourself, and your current expression is also the person you need to be to survive and to fulfil your commitments to others. Your current expression is a puppet of the society you live in and the culture that affects you. Only once you learn to cut those puppet strings, you know who you truly are. But still, your current expression IS YOUR CHOICE. You make that choice every day: “I choose to please my wife.” “I choose to go to work every day although I hate my job because my kids need to eat.” If you liberated yourself from your boundaries, you could reverse this internal dialogue: “My kids need to eat – what would I do to make that happen. I want them to be happy, but how can I be happy while I take care of them?” THAT is a question an authentic person would probably ask, unless your authentic self was pressured into having children and didn’t want them at all, which is also possible.

Your current expression may also be called the weakened state in which you attempt to get by without rocking the boat too much. It is a weakened state, because other people who are not your True Emotion Mirrors are influencing your decisions and thoughts too much. Your authentic self probably wants to rock the boat a bit. It wants to tell the boss to go to hell perhaps, maybe it wants to tell me to fuck off and mind my own business, or leave an unhappy marriage, move to another country, start a rock band at the age of 50 only to get laid by 20-year olds. Maybe your authentic self wants to walk into a forest, build a house up a tree and never see another soul for the rest of your life.

The soul wants what it wants – that is your Authentic Self.

Now, imagine: You can write your life from the day you’ll be reborn to the day you die in another life time – what would that life look like? Remember there are no limitations? Vampire? A tiger? King, Queen, an asphalt layer? Who would you be if you could design every last detail? Indulge!

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