Spirituality, certainty, and uncertainty vs the Truth

This is going to be a VERY complicated post so please bear with me. This is as far to the stating the bleeding obvious as we can get! For background, I was just reading what “Anton” dictated to me in March 2012, and how CONFUSED we were about what was real and what wasn’t real, and how to interpret it all. It was like a dog watching a life-sized video of another dog, that doesn’t make sense to him because there is no smell and the sound is undoubtedly obscure. First, we had to make sense out of what we were seeing, and how it relates to our physical reality. Another example would be the experience of someone who was born blind having a sight-restoring operation in adult life. At first, the shapes and colors and visuals make no sense at all, the person needs to learn to connect all of this sensory information to the senses that they previously had to use; sound, touch, smell, and so forth. Our new experience of the 6th sense, or, should we say 7th even, was a completely unmapped territory and we relied on other’s accounts of that realm, often leading us further into confusion than out of it!

The spirit realm is the realm of possibilities. It is the realm of “I believe this” or “I want this to be real”. It either gives you what you want, or it gives you what you believe to be real… Often those two things are one and the same thing. Imagine a world that changes by your thought. Imagine being able to control a video screen by your own thoughts. Whatever you think will appear on the screen. Your mind wanders over to what you are missing from the fridge, you get those missing things displayed, or perhaps the fridge with empty spaces where you like to keep those missing items (should you be that organized), then, you wonder about the possibility of flunking your exam, and that emotion is displayed in color or perhaps as a vision of your cheeks blushing or whatever. THAT is spirit world.

If you are certain God is a certain way, you won’t consider the possibilities of what God is like, but you will invite the exact figure you believe God to be into your mind. This sounds scary, don’t you think? What you will call for is the closest equivalent of the person you’d gladly worship as God into your mind, and that entity is not one and the same for all people… Hence all the differences in religions.

Now… Here is where we get to the scary realm. What I am certain of is that facts are not facts in the spirit realm. They are perfectly reliant on your own knowledge of what is real. If you are unsure, the psychic realm is also unsure. I’ve made objects appear and disappear from a spiritual vision, and they stay there only if you decide you cannot change the vision because you don’t want to change it. But what I believe to be real is the personalities of the people and spirits that you interact with in the spirit world. You throw them into a certain situation, and they will react in a manner that they would react if this was a real life situation. “If the situation is X then what will you do in it? If I tell you Y what will you feel?” Therefore, you can test out possible real life scenarios in the spirit, but it will only bend as far as you are willing to let it bend. For instance… You might ask a Tarot reader to tell you whether or not your husband is cheating on you. If you have made up your mind that he is or is not, the reader will give you that exact answer. Because you’ve already decided this is real, you accept the Tarot readers view on reality, too, because they confirm to you what you already believed to be real. “Wow, they’re good!” The psychics are, often, simply mind-readers. 😉

The “what will happen” readings from the spirit world are very much simple suggestions, nothing more. That is one reason why I never do future readings, but I only read possibilities or how people will react to this or that… Now, I have a future plan and a future vision, but this is far from a done deal. It is what I WANT to happen, it is more a plan than a reality of any kind. I am coaxing my True Emotion Mirrors to join me in that future vision, and so far, they have agreed to, gladly. “Willing victims of your evil plans” they joke. However… The scary part:

How much are we able to alter and manipulate each other’s feelings in the spirit realm? I know we can give them a stimulus: “if I’m like this, how will you be?” but what we cannot do is to alter the way they feel about things in general. Here’s an example:

Love is an emotion of openness: “I give you a full access to who I am and what I feel for you.” When the positive emotions run out, you see the difference between what should be and what is… To put it in very unromantic terms: “I love you 95%, making you my 2nd Tier Spirit Mirror.” Fear is the emotion of closeness. “I don’t trust you with my real emotions” or even more commonly: “I don’t want you to know my real feelings; they might offend you.”

The spiritual realm, as I said, responds to your certainty of what is real. Unfortunately, certainty doesn’t make it reality, if your idea is simply Not True. The spirit world will allow you to have the closest thing to reality, for instance, it can show you angels, demons, fairies, but these things won’t become real in the physical sense… At least for a while. Are they real without a physical manifestation, is another matter entirely, and a question of opinion; I, for instance, have a very clear and real experience of the Boogeyman, who is as real to me now than my True Emotion Mirrors are, but I also believe he had a very human incarnation, and that he does incarnate just as the rest of us – in a very normal-looking human for, but… Obviously, if you can take the form of the Boogeyman in the spirit, you’re not entirely together in the physical realm, either. (I know who it is, and you’d all know his name, too…)

To return back to the altering spiritual reality, as it sifts with your thoughts to respond to your idea of what is real, it also responds to possibilities. For instance, when Johnny Depp and Amber Heard dispute was on-going, I saw several different scenarios of what might have transpired between them. What I saw was different to what Johnny told me himself, interestingly enough, but he found it difficult to dispute my idea of what happened, whether I went into the OMG he did it after all -mindset, or the opposite; none of this ever took place at all! He still tried to tell me how it was, but because I am quite closed to that, it maybe that I simply block others from telling me the truth simply because I want to see all the possible outcomes of the situation due to my need to understand everything about the human psyche. You see if I would simply receive the answers of what I want: “Did you do it, Johnny?” I wouldn’t understand the whole spectrum of different circumstances in which each possible scenario could have happened between him and Heard.

The spirit realm is what you need it to be. It gives you the answers you need to receive. In my case, I wanted two things primarily; To understand everything, and to experience passionate love (again). Those two things have become the two themes of my spiritual reality, and the third: I want to liberate  myself from all social constraints and expectations has given the 3rd aspect; people constantly annoying me with their expectations and needs, so that I can, essentially immunize myself to their wishes so I cannot be manipulated into a role, but I can make those decisions freely as I see fit.

If you seek for answers from your True Emotion Mirror: “Do you love me?” and you truly, truly, truly want the truth, they will likely give you that truth, and your mind is closed to all possible optional answers and what would happen if he or she didn’t love you, like I get. However… If you already have the answer you want in your mind: “of course he loves me” and you cannot accept any other answer, then it will be impossible for him to give you a contracting answer, isn’t it?

Whichever way you opened the spirit world for yourself, whatever motivated you to do it, and whatever you TRULY wished to experience, that is what you are getting. “I want to be proven right” for instance doesn’t give you the truthful answers, but it gives you the experience of “being right” even if you weren’t, you see? “I want to BE right” is a different wish. If you want to BE right, you will actually have to align your opinion with truth and reality, otherwise, you’re not getting what you want… And that can be a struggle for people who wish to control everything… Particularly the reality that doesn’t fit their ideal…

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