Divine Timing – How can you be so sure such thing exists?

I keep telling my soul company that I KNOW that this is about timing. That all of this has to happen in this order because if it didn’t, it would ruin something different. Why I am sure of it, or at least trust it to the level of not panicking although nothing seems to work, is because it makes sense. I can draw a link from what I have decided to do, what I DON’T want to see happen, and what I wish to happen, to this moment and what I need to know and learn before anything can happen so that I don’t mess up my own wishes and wants.

Divine timing is not really a divine timing per say, it doesn’t come from a separate entity, it is your own internal timing. It is timing YOUR own wishes and desires, stopping yourself from making mistakes you don’t want to repeat, for instance.

As this comes from your previous lifetimes, others may still make the mistakes that YOUR timing stops you from making. They haven’t learned that lesson yet, so they rush forward whereas your soul’s experience  (in this area of life) knows not to rush. On a conscious level, you might be irritated and impatient, but your soul knows better. It will hold you to place simply because it is wiser, but as your soul is YOU, it’s simply stuff you’re not consciously calculating. It sums up everything you know and makes the best decision based on all the knowledge that you have in this lifetime and collected from previous lifetimes. It can see beyond corners because it’s your eternal memory. You function on your current life memory, (plus whatever information you’ve recollected from your past lives).

I used a metaphor yesterday, your current body/brain/consciousness is like the latest device loaded with ancient software and data. Some of it is not compatible with the latest hardware, some data hasn’t been really accessed in years, but it is still there. Your subconscious mind is like a processor that uses all of this data, some of it corrupted, sadly, and produces the best possible answer for you in this time.

It is not infallible, and it’s not really divine, but it’s the best answer you’ve got.

The more experience you’ve got from a previous lifetime in this particular area of life, the more confident you will be to wait and see.

Where to look for the delays?

What do you really want to achieve? What do you really DO NOT want to do regardless of how it turns out for you? Where are your conflicts?

For me, I want to be together with my True Emotion Mirrors. At the same time, I KNOW I will be teaching people the stuff that I know, which is psycho-spiritual in nature. I can make all the holy promises in this world to keep this information to myself and that I will, cross my heart and hope to die, never to reveal it to anyone who will misuse it. We all know that’s not going to happen. Therefore, my highest value in this world is not to mess up other people’s lives simply because I am impatient and want to move on with my life.

Something has to give. I may hold too much responsibility for other people’s stupidity and therefore, I cannot TRUST THEM not to misuse my theories. On the other hand, I may need to become so good at this I don’t make mistakes anymore. I may have to find a place where I get the satisfaction of sharing and teaching without the side effect of letting the stuff leak into the people who are not ready yet.

The timing protects me from making more a mess than what I started with, in fact, I don’t want to make mistakes. I don’t want ANYONE to get hurt by what I teach. Anyone, meaning 7 billion people who I may or may not have thought about fully. What I teach has got to be adaptable to 7 billion people, and that is not an easy task to pull of. I wish I didn’t want to do just that, but I do. This is not a self-elevating bullshit wish, that would break in the pressure of true wishes, other, more true wishes would push through it, and go “fuck it. I’ll make mistakes, I’m simply a human.” I don’t want to give that excuse. I give that excuse on top of the fact that I don’t want to make human mistakes. I don’t want to call myself a god as that gives people the impression that they can take my word for face value and forget personal responsibility, but I can certainly call myself an uber-human without blinking.

So I know some of the stuff I do is downright dangerous in the wrong hands. I must come to terms with NOT TEACHING at all, that wish has to vanish, or I have to become so good at it that I can teach the very people I need to teach using the terms they understand… Or something. It may be that I need to use the obsession of teaching others to teach myself, and once I know everything that I needed to learn, I’ll torch what I wrote and continue my life as if this never happened.

Regardless, I know whatever I am doing now is paving the way to the future. I also know where I want to wind up – my goal hasn’t changed at all, only the optional routes of how to get there have changed. I keep changing my mind about the travel plans, but not about the destination.

How do I know it’s real?

I have an exceptional memory for certain things such as my own thoughts. I can easily map out any significant moments of self-awareness to where I am now. Even the troubles along the way, they are helping me to get where I need to be – but in a weird way. If you want to climb a mountain, you have to learn to climb, right? If you want to stop sinking, you have to figure out what is pulling you under.

I want to have an answer to everything, therefore, every question will be repeated until I get it.

The question is; what do you want. What do you REALLY want? And what is the price that you are not willing to pay for what you want?

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