Awakening to Oneself; Stages of Spiritual Awareness
The biggest sin: To wait to be loved before doing anything nice for that person. “If you don’t love me, I’ll take advantage of you. Until you love me, I’ll be shit to you.” So many people think this way. “Payment first” kinda idea. If you think this way, you are what is wrong with the world. If anyone is just sitting with their fucking pitchforks in the air going: “YOU love me first, and then, we’ll be mates,” what do you think this world is going to come into? Fucking morons.
Of course, I wouldn’t approve you to the Magdalene group if you did, but you can quote me on this when you talk to someone like this and tell them I hate them. “Seb hates people with pitchforks. She also hates angels.”
Complete Innocence; All chakras functioning
When a soul is born into this world for the first time as a sentient being, (as opposed to a rock, a tree, or a part of an ant swarm or something), they will have to quickly start learning a few things. They are likely to come in with all chakras open, all awareness intact, without ANY understanding of what any of it means.
They may see the beauty in everything, they may be well aware of things, but their survival is completely in the hands of other beings, their flock, their troop, or their family, depending on the species, and good luck.
This stage will teach a person that they cannot survive on their own – they are dependent on others, or that if they do X it has a negative consequence. “If you do this, you’ll get yourself killed or beaten up. I won’t do that anymore.” They are reborn with the awareness that the world is a terrible place.
All chakras are closed by fear. Now, they are ready to start learning.
Stage one; survival. The Root Chakra
The spirit knows this is dangerous. They will have to learn the legalities of survival. This means who to trust, what to trust, how to behave so you don’t anger beings stronger than you, who is your top, who is your bottom and for what reason. This level teaches a being to acquire food and to efficiently avoid death.
If you have trouble trusting your own ability to survive to the level that you wish to survive, the root chakra will be partially or completely blocked. Many people who DO NOT survive on their own have the root chakra open and functioning because they are HAPPY relying on other people. Other beings are not, and that means their root chakra isn’t fully functioning; they are unhappy with the methods they are relying for survival. They are not FREE yet. A person who has got this level sorted to their satisfaction is free from other people or animals. They cannot be held to a heard or a certain group of people by their fear of how to survive.
Survivalists
People, usually men, who leave their families at the age of 16 to go build a life for themselves alone have got this covered.
Most people do choose to be dependent on other people, however, as MOST PEOPLE who have a strong need for independence still, want to run a business and survive “on their own” while reliant on their customer’s good favor.
Of animals, the most notorious businessman is the dog. They trade favors for favors and favors for food, mainly, with people. Unfortunately, the horse is not a business animal. They are more obedient than their own strength; slaves. Still, they rely on human favors for survival, unless born wild. Some humans will treat their horses as friends, but that doesn’t change the fact the horse will function as the human wishes it to. A dog is clever. He knows how to get favors from people. He makes a man feel good about himself and he gets a treat or a pat. :p Historically, also, it was the dog that tamed human, not the other way around. They showed people they are useful. “Let’s do business. We can track down your pray for you, and you’ll give us a share of it.” A clever bunch.
Many people wish to be completely independent on the favor of the people they know, as in to survive on their own (doing business with strangers) until they can collect their chosen group of people around them. Many women, due to our incarnational past, are still struggling with this need. They WANT TO survive on their own so they can leave their birth family and find their True Emotion Mirrors*, while most men have a fairly good grasp on this one. It takes more than just a freedom and skill to do it, a lot of it is simple accumulated reincarnational experience.
the Young Soul*
To combat their fear of other people, some people will turn to tyranny. They want everyone to be the same way, so they can believe they are “on board” and not a threat. By submitting to the standard, a person indicates they are not planning for a take-over and therefore, they will be left alone. A tyrant will use power to force another individual into a standard, “a box” in order to feel safe around them.
They will learn this safety is very feeble. It will work only as long as their expectations are mild and somewhat reasonable, and will fail when someone’s level of comfort is compromised to the extent where they no longer feel fearful of confrontation – when the gain of freedom would be worth more than the comfort of submission and peace acquired by playing along.
The tyrants have issues with their root chakra, they fear for their survival and fear other people so much they have to control everyone to control their own fears. It is common that people and animals with a much, much higher level of awareness submit to the fears of the tyrants, just to keep peace.
Learning pleasure – the sacral chakra
The root chakra people and animals are not pleasure driven. They are non-sexual but family oriented. Many organized religions cater to the needs of the fearful root chakra people. The next level of evolution is enjoyment. The ability to stop and enjoy things.
To open, the sacral chakra requires the animal to trust their own basic survival skills, because they need to be able to choose a time and a place for pleasure. When it is safe to kick back and enjoy the sunset or the sunrise or to eat your favorite fruit from the tree or curl up into a cuddle, that is not a fear based need, with another animal.
The opening (relaxation) of the sacral chakra means that a person is no longer afraid of other people or failing to survive. This is only the second highest chakra, and so many people still work out of fear of survival, form friendships for allies against other people who scare them even more and have sex as a survival tool – to manipulate or to bargain. The sacral chakra is only the second one to open, and yet… It teaches us more or less everything there is to know about a happy life.
The root chakra people FEAR the sacral chakra people, and quilt, manipulate, and oppress those whose sacral chakra tries to open, is open, or stays open. They do not understand pure joy of experiencing pleasure. They view it as dangerous, partly because during their first incarnations, if they lost their focus too easily, to mate, for instance, they will fall an easy prey to a predator who is alertly waiting for them to lose focus. And, if you lose yourself into the pleasure of sex, the beauty of a sunset, lose focus being lost in the eyes of your lover… All that may cost you your life. That is why the root chakra people fear all of this, all pleasure in life – everything that is fun.
Pleasure addicts
In a human society, it is possible to fall an addict to one’s pleasures. This is due to the relative safety that is our world. We will no longer be automatically plugged off the gene pool if we lose consciousness at a party, spend hours and hours in a drug-induced haze or lose ourselves in a sexual orgy.
The pleasure can function as a distraction to the fears of survival, the fear of the world and the fear of other people. This is burying one’s head in the sand hoping the fearful feeling goes away.
An addict should focus on humility; accepting realities. Becoming AWARE of their surroundings. What is real, what is not. How much money do you have on your bank account? (link to once published1 )
There is nothing WRONG with pleasure or love or sex, or absolutely indulging in it, as long as it is not a distraction from the fear of existing.
The solar plexus chakra
This is about learning sense of humor! To kid around. To play and to be free. TO TAKE RISKS. Exploration, expansion, curiosity. That is why you feel butterflies in your tummy when something new and exciting is about to happen, your solar plexus is going crazy with anticipation! This is a fun-loving chakra, and I know that’s not the label it’s usually given.
It is also the chakra of self-confidence, love of individuality, the reassurance that you’re okay even if you are not constantly serving another person’s basic survival or their sexual or pleasurable needs. It’s about taking the risk of being rejected, misunderstood, or embarrassed at times. But this is also the chakra where the fear of embarrassment mostly resonates.
the Young Soul*, the people with a fear of survival and the need to control other people may have super active solar plexus. That makes them absolutely horrifying human beings. Now, they feel they are ABLE AND ENTITLED TO abusing other people “for fun” and taking pleasure out of torturing other people. They find it funny when people “they love” suffer, and they take pleasure in seeing others hurt by their own doing.
The tyrant may think the pleasure and joy of hurting others is the same as the feeling of love.
ALWAYS ensure your root chakra is well balanced before you do anything else, ALWAYS focus on a steady income, solid friendships and the base for your life, or every other chakra above that will become an issue and a tool for evil.
Learning to love – The heart chakra
Again, if fear of survival governs your heart chakra, you will become possessive, needy, and clingy. I call these people emotional rapists – they decide who owes them love and then forces them to love them. This is a narcissistic chakra when combined with a blocked root.
When balanced, this chakra teaches us to feel love. To feel pleasure over the existence of another person. It is deeply linked with all the previous chakras, but now, all of the lower chakra abilities are harnessed to serve another human being, an animal, or nature. The heart chakra links us to other people, the pleasures and joys become shared with another person, and you don’t feel alone anymore.
Whenever fear grips your heart, you know you’ve got a problem with the lower chakras. FEAR should never happen. In the case of the Heart Chakra, the fear revolves around losing another person, but the fear is based on being left alone – being left to fend for oneself. The root chakra insecurity reacts in the heart. A balanced person MUST BE ABLE to survive on their own, to tolerate being alone. This, for instance, to give your true love the space they need to sort themselves out, because sometimes we all need time alone, and if your soul connections have issues with their basic survival, taking time to be alone may be impossible, because they need you CONSTANTLY like they were afraid of dying if you’re not there.
Sadly, someone with a high need for separation from others (gets to that later) will have a very low tolerance for a fear-based heart chakra connection they wish to break.
Speaking one’s mind, self-expression, the throat chakra
The throat chakra is mostly blocked by the tyrant’s insistence that you do not get to disagree with the masses, the approved narrative. Currently, the biggest threat to the throat chakra is political correctness, the insistence you will love everyone equally no matter what. (This also blocks the heart.) Previously, there have been political movements, religious movements and simple rules of politeness (the first cousin of political correctness), that block the throat chakra.
People with an opened third eye and the crown are suffering the most of all people when their throat chakra is blocked by force. They are essentially being blocked from speaking the truth and saving the planet because there are some unpleasant things people need to face up to if they want to “be saved”. The public narrative seems to be that “save me, but don’t tell me anything I don’t like to hear” in other words: “protect my ego.”
The throat chakra is often rescued or helped by the solar plexus; a sense of humor. There’s very little that a comedian can’t say out loud. The throat chakra can also be helped by the crown chakra, if you cannot say it out loud, you can broadcast it to the universe. However, the throat needs to be allowed to open for a person to be able to be at peace with oneself.
The freedom of speech SHOULD protect the throat chakra from being blocked, but we all know there are things we cannot discuss. The law might not punish us, but other people will by shunning us, screaming at us, attacking us and our opinions because they don’t want to hear it, and their freedom of preserving an ego (a false sense of self) is more important to this society than the expression of the actual truth.
The throat chakra may erupt a bit once it’s been blocked for too long. Writing helps, but if nobody reads what one writes, it’s almost as good as not saying anything at all. Not being heard is a major problem in our society, it is full of artists and media people, but so many people actually hear you. To TRULY hear, you need the next chakra to be open:
The Third Eye; Seeing and understanding; the chakra of empathy
The Third Eye is the chakra of a deeper understanding. It is often described as the charka of psychics, and it is that, too, but more to the point, it is the ability to sense other people’s truest feelings. To UNDERSTAND other people properly. To understand people DIFFERENT to yourself.
The Third Eye is the chakra of empathy. The heart chakra is the ability to CARE what other people need and want, the Third Eye enables us to know how to give it to them. The heart chakra without the third one assumes everyone wants what they want, and can get tyrannical in providing JUST THAT, but the Third Eye provides the ability to see into another person and their needs and give us the ability to give them what they need and want.
People who have an open Third Eye love the Internet. It gives them the opportunity to connect with a lot of people worldwide, and to SEE so many different people right where they are sitting.
To truly understand a poem, a piece of fiction, a movie, an Instagram photo, or a tweet requires an open third eye. To see into a person, what they truly mean and experience.
When you feel a person won’t let you close
There are two reasons why a person would block YOUR Third Eye from looking into you. Either that person doesn’t like nor trust you (they already saw you and said HELL NO) or they don’t like themselves and block other people away. They may primarily block a certain person they are utterly in love with away fearing someone that amazing wouldn’t love the poor old me. However, the feeling of not wanting someone around is relatively similar, whether it comes from “I don’t like you”, “I don’t like me”, or “I don’t think you like me even though I like myself OK”.
With our True Emotion Mirrors , it is COMMON that you sometimes slam the doors closed on them as you fear that okay, THIS went entirely too well for my luck, now it’s all over and they hate my guts! It takes some coaxing to reopen the eyes, and this is NEVER successfully done by an attack but flattery. :p By reassuring the other person that they are, indeed, loved.
It is difficult to coax a person who has learned that people don’t like them to allow another person to see them for who they are. Overly-critical parents can teach a person that THIS quality is not loved by anyone, that is an unwanted trait, whatever you do, don’t let a girl/guy see this about you if you ever want to get married.
Some Solar Plexus tyrants can be as horrible as first battering their child’s self-confidence to near zero, deliberately, only to then tell them as good news that OH dear child, OF COURSE, I love you! Yeah, that’s my mom for you right there. Too bad she has no idea who I am, and thus, no matter what she says will fall on deaf freaking ears. (I have major mommy-issues in case you haven’t noticed. :D)
So, in case someone is blocking you out, is it because they don’t like you, you don’t like them (and they know it), or they fear you don’t like them, or you’ve deliberately made them think you don’t like them because you’re a sadistic fucking useless piece of shit who deserves to die a lonesome painful death alone in an understaffed elderly care facility where they convince you that if you don’t finish your SUDOKU correctly, they will kick you out? Which is it, you cunt? 😀
Anyway, let’s shall move right on, shall we now?
Finally, the crown; piecing it all together
The crown chakra. This is a tricky one because I feel like the crown can manifest in various different ways. I say it is a universal understanding; global awareness. It expands your focus from the immediate family to everyone in existence.
However, it can also shoot a light right into the universe, which would mean it is a kind of a combination of everything, and a connection to everything, but I personally don’t want it opened that way, so I cannot be entirely sure what I am talking about. My gut feeling, my ability to see into other people through the third eye tells me this, however: The crown chakra opening with the third eye feels like all of your surroundings becomes clear. Like opening the shades and looking into the world. The ability of clairvoyance which I do not have.
(I am a psychic empath by my strongest quality, and I am a visionary, clairaudient, and a whole host of stuff I don’t know the name of, but I am not clairvoyant. I don’t know why I don’t want that ability… No. Yes, I do. If I saw it all to the clarity that it is possible to see it, I wouldn’t be able to control my anger and wrath. I am an Aries, I am governed by the rule of Mars, the god of war, and if I saw what is out there, I wouldn’t be able to control my need to kill. That is why I will keep my eyes closed until I’ve fixed this god damned hell hole we call Earth.
I see the potential rather than the current. I see into the hearts of the true people, the ones who could be rather than what they are. This includes Donald Trump, who is one of the most beautiful souls I know. Yet, I believe a whole heap of you see nothing but the devil himself. I don’t want to join that lot. He has a heart of a knight and a wish to please like a groveling dog, and he also has the loyal heart of a dog, for anyone who treats him with kindness and care. He could be such an asset, he would be the BEST person if people gave him the chance to be… But I took one veiled look at him with a crown chakra and I saw what you see. I get it now, but that’s not how it’s supposed to be.
Speaking of Trump, don’t get cocky. Not many of you would have survived my freaking apocalypse if I had looked closer. I’m already angry enough at the lot of you, I TRULY don’t need to see the rest of it.)
The third eye combined with the heart
The crown, alone, is intelligence. Therefore, what you see through your Third Eye with the crown fully open is subject to your IQ. You cannot see what you cannot comprehend. The crown and third eye combination, to think of it, seems to show you the superficial. It leaves out the hidden and the potential. The third eye with the heart chakra shows you the potential, the intent, the hurt of that person, what drove them to this point rather than where they are. The history of it all and the way out.
The crown and third eye are judgments. Cold, heartless, meaningless judgment. The crown, the third eye, and the heart, equal to understanding.
By the way… What I saw in that flash… Those of you are waiting to be loved before they love are NO BETTER than Trump. In fact, Trump has positive traits that many of you do not have. He has the ability to self-correct. If you do not have that ability, you are worse than he is and you are in no position of judging him.
Be aware that there are “holy beings” who expect to be loved before they will love you. Who expects to be worshipped before they give you a blessing… Or an inch. These are demons of the light side, and they are not worthy of your attention, your trust, or your love. They are all crown chakra and nothing else, pure judgment and blindness in their ability to see.
I took one glance through a partially opened crown to the world and my head freaking aches. I will chase every angel of this planet if it’s the last thing I do.
Except for Criss.
Criss can stay.
He’s evil enough.
I love you, devil’s children. You’re good beans.
Don’t worry about a thing.
I’ll fix it.
Love first, receive love second. That’s what us demons do.
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**) Narcissists are Young Souls left alone to survive and they're doing their best. Their emotional age ranges from 3 to 17 -year old. The younger, the more severe the narcissism.
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