Enjoying your own rape creates the shame

Rape or sexual abuse is an act of shaming a person. Without the shame, it’s called “taking her”, or “over-powering her”. The people who most suffer from rape are people who believe that

1.  Having had a sexual intercourse (at all) is a shameful act to some degree. (Compared to, for instance, having shaken hands with someone.)
2. That you, as a woman or a child, should have somehow been able to stop it from happening to you.
3. That it is shameful of you to have enjoyed it, wanted it, risked it, or allowed it.

The biggest shame of all things linked to this is the shame of having enjoyed the act when it was happening. THAT is what people are ashamed of when they are going through their sexual trauma… Not that they experienced it, but that they enjoyed it. That’s the shame.

The anger comes from the idea that it shouldn’t happen, that it is UNBELIEVABLE that it still happens, and the previous faith that it won’t because we’ve all agreed that it is a bad thing. If someone’s reality is based on a too idealistic worldview, they feel SURPRISED that something like this might still happen even though “it is not supposed to”. It is important to realize that things like this will ALWAYS happen. It simply will, as there are people who actually WANT TO BE both the victims and the villains in this, and that creates a world where this WILL KEEP HAPPENING, whether you personally want it or not. If you truly don’t want it to happen to you, it is unlikely that it won’t, but it may still happen to someone you care about who invites it to themselves for a reason or another.

The Law of The Truest Wish

Briefly; all of our life’s events are dictated by something that is commonly known as The Law of The Truest Wish. I call it the law of the TRUEST wish. I have renamed it to better describe it. Whatever you want DEEP DOWN, no matter how sinister, weird or bizarre, that will happen. You WILL experience what you want to experience because that is a natural law that is indisputable. It will happen sooner or later.

Some people become aware of what they truly want and they are MORE OPEN to allowing those experiences into their lives, while others fight against their wishes, and also can create shields to stop themselves from inviting what they want into their lives. I’m one of those people when it comes to pedophilia, so I’ll use myself as a brief example.

I have been well aware of my own perverted nature from many previous lifetimes back, and I have wished and prayed for protection against my own nature. Now I know I simply had to accept who I am and go with it. In my next lifetime, I plan to be so utterly raped from the word go it’s not even funny. 😀 I am aware of this, but most people suppress such fantasies and needs, for a variety of reasons. That won’t stop the events from occurring. The only way to stop it is to actively not want to experience what you are drawn to. This will also lock you away from your truest soulmates because if you are sinister, so are your True Emotion Mirrors*, but that’s another topic.

To be shown to yourself

There is a lot of positive feelings linked to feeling raped. Being shown to who you truly are is one of the BIGGEST pleasure rushes a person can experience. Being shown to your true self. This is a deep spiritual need; to know thyself, to be face to face with oneself, to experience oneself fully. The FEELING of self-discovery is mind-blowing. If you are being raped while you realize you enjoy it, there is not a rush like it. However, TOO MUCH negativity will stop the enjoyment from happening. It blocks the positive feelings and only allows the negative feelings to come through.

Trauma at the shrink’s office

Psychology and psychiatry are moving towards the more authentic expression of feelings, but the old school method would be to explain to a patient that “it wasn’t their fault”, “they can still have a normal, healthy relationship” (boring), and “it is normal to feel disgusted” and whatever. However, the victim may feel validated, strong, wanted, loved, powerful, more adult than her peers, proud, even. When the councilor ignores such feelings or explains them as being “a result of a trauma” and explains to the patient that their positive feelings of a rape are “bad”… They drive their patient to drinking and taking drugs very easily.

When every time you experience love from there on, you are drawn towards a sinister, “rapey” guy, and your shrink keeps telling you that you’re still traumatized and you don’t know what true love really is… What do you expect will happen? You stop trusting your own emotions, you will equate positive emotions with being traumatized and you will continually fail to be excited or satisfied in what the shrink calls “loving and caring environment”. You will start to think you’re crazy even though in the beginning of it all, you were perfectly normal.

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