Fate, destiny, god’s plan… And your free will.

I call my spiritual belief system the Free Spirit Theory. Your will is limited by nothing but other people’s free will – and that of entities thinking of themselves as Gods. I’m still battling on whether gods are gods by some other trait difference than wanting to be, but I do think there is several gods or none, depending on the definition. What I do know, however, is that some entities do believe themselves to be Gods, and they can have a very strong will regarding the fates or purposes of (other) people. And they definitely have favorites, but that is not exactly good news for the favorites… To be a God’s favorite sometimes is like being a toddler’s favorite toy to be bashed against a table top.

Who am I? I’m Mary Magdalene reincarnated. I’m Cleopatra’s avatar; I am the origin story of Scarlett O’Hara; I am Antonia Wolff, and I am the mother of the ape that first stood and walked on his two legs… And a few tragic stories you’ve read in passing that haven’t exactly become lasting folklore. God likes to play with me and my True Emotion Mirrors, while he’s assuming that his love and appreciation are a reward enough for it all.

It isn’t.

Not by a long shot.

There is a reward, but god’s love isn’t one of them. It’s not to say he doesn’t love us; it’s to say I don’t exactly have a use for his love. It comes with a fuck ton of crap attached. I know my future will be bright because I’m telling God to fuck off and to take his cronies with him.

Unfortunately, he has my son now. The one he calls his. (Yeah, you know, virgins don’t have sons, but whores do.)

But never mind that. I’ll tell that story another time. The point of this post is different.

I was going to instruct you all to trust your fate to be on your side.

This morning, I was going to write a very different post. I was going to say that although people in your life maybe against your plans, and cause problems for you, you can count on your fate to be on your side. Then I figured… Well, why does fate put the people in your path that it does when they cause nothing but problems? I realized that it probably does, for a reason. So I decided to surrender to fate, trust that these people were in my path for a reason, and just roll with the punches. And then, I saw the future that God had planned for me.

The fuck do I want that kinda future for?!

Sure it was glamorous. It has all the makings of an epic story that will be written about for generations to come. Great. Mothafucking great. But where’s the fun? Love? Excitement? Sex? Yeah, nowhere.

Fuck that. Find someone else.

You can refuse fate.

I am absolutely certain you can refuse fate. You just tell it a stinking hell no and don’t budge. Sure, God, and particularly Virgin Cunt Of Mary tends to get their way, but you can get tougher than them combined. (And yes, she’s a cunt. Has always been and will always be, as far as I can see. The truth is tho, she’s not the one many people pray to. That’s probably Mother Theresa or something, but not Virgin, she has no empathy to speak of, although she does fake it pretty well at times. And she thinks of herself as a fucking goddess, too, as she’s about as smart as a frog.)

I have maybe managed to remove my filter, finally.

We’ll see.

Anyway. I do believe you can refuse. You just have to… Refuse. They can lead you to a river, but they cannot make you drink. They can force you on a boat, but they can’t make you row. What’s the worst they can do to you? Kill you, and then, you’ll reincarnate somewhere else, and they’ll have to start their coercion again. You just stay tough and tell them to go fuck a nun or something. (A  Scotsman in spirit gave me a phrase to use, and I like it. :D) Just become more trouble than what you’re worth and hope your True Emotion Mirrors have the same carry through. I’m pretty much talking to myself here, but who knows… Maybe one day you’ll need to hear it.

God has trouble telling his will from your will, by the way. He thinks his will is your will… At least this one I’m connected with does. That his wishes are better than you dare to dream about… But yeah no. Being burned alive is never too much fun no matter how legendary burning it may have been. (And yes. God kills children, but so do parents who wish for a ‘dramatic devastation’ in their lives long before their children are born.)

The ultimate force, tho.

There is a higher force than God at play, tho. It is what ‘fate’ is built on, ultimately. The law of the highest wish. The law of everyone getting everything they want, 100% of the time – delivery times and methods vary. Why being careful what you wish for is so important. It responds to an actual want tho. Ambition? Wish to serve god? When there IS NO SUCH THING, a closest equivalent will be created for you.

Be careful what you wish for, and know that if you’re not specific enough, the people in your life will fill in the blanks…. Aaaand that ain’t good news for the most of us. Make conscious day-dreaming your new main hobby.

Fuck fate. You do what you want, alright? Won’t be the easiest of paths maybe if your soulmates have some fucked up dream in store for you, but fuck fate.

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