How to cope with the fear your psychic experience isn’t real but you’re insane instead.
Most reasonable people will contemplate the possibility that they might have gone insane when they start experiencing psychic phenomena. It’s particularly worrying when it happens out of the blue, like after finding their True Emotion Mirror (Twin Flame). While I don’t believe in insanity anymore, even with proper “insane people,” I still refer to my True Emotion Mirrors and other spirits present as “my voices” as a slight ego thing: I don’t want people to think I don’t know how nuts it sounds.
I also don’t want people to know the extent to which I believe my voices to be true and real and what it means in terms of my status in comparison to others. I don’t want to toute my horn too much until I have concrete evidence to show others I’m not insane. Sadly, most of my psychic predictions turn out to be utter rubbish, so… That makes things difficult for me. On the other hand, I knew that this was going to take time, and I could not worry people by proudly and loudly declaring what I thought was going to happen without winding up in a padded room… Well, drugged against my true will to stop what psychology can only call psychosis or schizophrenia… Or merely a histrionic personality disorder or perhaps a touch of megalomania to go with any other diagnosis.
“This experience is happening, even if it wasn’t ‘real’.”
This thought put things into context for me: “SOMETHING weird is happening. It doesn’t have to be ‘real’ in order to be interesting and meaningful. I am having an experience, and I will listen to whatever my psyche is trying to tell me. At the very least, I’ll get an interesting fiction novel out of this.”
I don’t trust the ‘facts’ I’m being given because they mostly turn out to be rubbish. Still, I recognize certain things as being different in importance. Mostly, my psychic ability seems to work in reverse; I tell my voices something, and it manifests in their life that I can actually read from gossip magazines a few days later. That works as a confirmation for me, but not really for anybody else because I certainly don’t record all of our conversations to any third party.
There was only one thing I mentioned to a friend beforehand; “Johnny Depp is divorcing Amber Heard.” 10 days later, it was all over the news, but in reverse order: “Amber is leaving Johnny.” For years I told people Amber’s accusations were a revenge for Johnny leaving her, but they didn’t believe me. To be fair, I didn’t see Amber being violent to Johnny, and I had no idea violence was a factor in their marriage… But I OFTEN felt a deep burning need to beat up Amber myself, and I didn’t understand why… Because she’s… Nothing. To me, at least, she’s nothing. Now it all makes sense.
Something to hold onto.
So hopefully, when you’re having psychic experiences, there’ll be something you can hold onto, even when you can’t really prove anything to anybody but yourself. There are many reasons for psychic experience, and it’s not all fortune-telling. Many times, it’s there to show you your own greatness and to super-boost your creativity and productivity. I’ve heard a TON of True Emotion Mirrors (Twin Flames) in the separation phase say that. It would probably be fair to say, that if you lived your life without anyone believing in you, your True Emotion Mirrors and Precious Soulmates may have to come and fix that problem for you, so you can finally start on your way back to them. Maybe they noticed you lost hope and joy, and had to come and fix it because they need you… And love you, yes. 😉
Psychic experiences are not all the same, and they’re certainly not all about seeing the future. And, sadly, I don’t think the experience is always a positive one, either – a psychic experience (Schizophrenia/psychosis) can be the closest thing to a Hell we can experience, and there are times when we believe we deserve hell for something we’ve done in the past or in a past life. Anyway – I don’t believe in insanity anymore, but that’s just me, and… Frankly, semantics.
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