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What to do when someone (who isn’t qualified) tells your friends or lovers that you have a mental disorder (usually narcissistic PD)?

As I start writing this, I have very little idea what to say except that people may say this about you. Narcissistic Personality Disorder is something that a lot of people are worried about, and, Precious Soulmate and True Emotion Mirror relationships resemble it A LOT on the surface. A LOT. Why? Because NPD’s mimic […]

The child’s trust in a narcissistic ex spouse.

A narcissist is a child in an adult body. They are not evil any more than a child is evil when scared or fighting to survive on their own in the big, bad world. It is difficult for an adult in an adult body to understand what they are so afraid of, but one of […]

Normal vs. Narcissistic – Swans* and Timeless

Most of my blog posts involve a dysfunctional Swans*-Timeless dynamic. However, basically, this dynamic describes a narcissistic reaction (the moral outrage) of the Swans* who loves someone who doesn’t love them back. For a Swans*, a person who doesn’t return love is seen as “narcissistic,” in layman’s terms. For a Timeless, a person who cannot live […]

Inconsiderate or deliberate? Is this person a narcissistic manipulator?

Old Soul* and the Swans* think entirely differently. They are like a night and day. Therefore, the Timeless kindness is the opposite of Swans* kindness. Old Soul* typically suffocates their feelings near the Swans*, because if the Timeless speaks their mind, it results into an out-and-out war because the Swans* typically doesn’t see how their […]

Random thoughts about narcissistic relationships

Narcissists** will always attempt to safe face by blaming all relationship issues on someone else. They fear relationships, and they fear being alone, but when they are once again at the brink of a breakup, they need YOU TO KNOW that IT WAS YOUR FAULT, your ex’s fault, your mother’s fault, maybe your dog’s fault, […]

Narcissistic coping mechanisms: To never be offended or to be offended all the time.

A narcissist does not want to see themselves in a realistic light. They want to maintain a certain “don’t want to look at it” about it. They have two opposite methods of coping with this wish not to see themselves realistically: to avoid all criticism by not taking anything seriously or taking offense in everything […]

Narcissistic shopping logic: status

A narcissist buys stuff and befriends people that provide status. No matter how useful, fun, or enjoyable something or someone would be, they cannot see the point of having it or them unless someone high status also has it. (Sometimes, rarely, they can they also predict having something, a friend included, will be a status […]

Why do we love some obviously male transwomen and hate others?

There are trans women who we absolutely adore. Both fictional and real. It is easy to say that we love and accept transwomen who look like women, act like women, and think like women, but then there are transwomen who are obviously biologically male, some rocking a full beard, and we adore them, too. To […]

The Narcissistic spiral – how does a person spiral into narcissism?

There’s a surprising end to this post. I didn’t plan for it. 😉 Start of the cycle Narcissism is a combination of different fears coming together. Fear of abandonment, fear of taking responsibility, fear of not being enough, fear of not being good enough or accepted. Narcissism is often said to be a condition of […]

Men, stop treating abusive women like they were equal to good women. It’s insulting.

Look. I get it. Your mom taught you to respect women. Possibly in the same breath, she disrespected you, your father, and brothers, maybe every man she’s ever dated before, and you didn’t notice. She followed up by declaring herself an angel for loving you and your dad while whooping both of you’s proverbial asses. […]

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