The development line of a soul

Imagine the world is a self-programming virtual reality multi-player video game. Each soul separate soul has a free will, an equal opportunity to make this world the way they want it. Every action we take, changes the world, every wish we have, creates a new ripple into the programming, that can, unfortunately, be wiped out by other souls, such as your parents. “I don’t like that idea, bud.” Your friends in the game have more influence in your individual life, while the players you barely know will have very little influence, but the players who have gained a lot of headway are obviously stronger.

Because each player changes the game constantly, life is somewhat unpredictable, but at the same time, it follows certain laws and patterns. Creation isn’t instant, change takes time. We all live forever, on the individual soul basis, and when you think about it, it makes sense that the world would be complicated, otherwise, it would get boring. However… If you want to risk things getting too easy for you, here’s some help for you – and I promise it should get more fun after you understand all of this… This is the rough outline to how a soul develops – it is all individual so on the individual level you may have differences, but I’m trying to make it as clear as possible.

What is also worth a mention at this stage is that the first souls have a different experience than the ones only now “arriving”, the first souls, for example, pretty much avoided “the trap” as they were the ones unwittingly creating it. (I was among them, so this is my attempt to undo it.)

I will try to write from the “learn” and “unlearn” perspective, whatever is in place, to begin with, will still be in place until a soul unlearns it or depends that knowledge, sometimes through experience, sometimes through a traumatic experience.

Please read until things start to feel very familiar, you will find yourself at times in the early stages, too, because what we learn in infancy, we will still know as an ancient, unless we’ve evolved past it or learned a better approach. You should feel very comfortable with your level of thinking, while the other levels feel either “Oh My God Don’t Let That Be Me without me realizing” or “They sound nasty” when it’s a level too high for you. The younger the soul, the more they enjoy cotton wool and nurturing, the older the soul, the more they enjoy rough and tumble, taking risks, testing their boundaries and their own skills and the challenge of becoming more and better still. All ambition is a sign of development or a beginning of development.

The Unborn Soul

The Unborn Soul is named such because the identity isn’t solid yet, it is “an unborn child” pure in potential, but undeveloped. They exist in the physical like an unborn child exists in his or her mother’s womb.

The Poly Flame

The (first) phase of multiple incarnations – Initial phase, “the unborn baby”; highly dependent. Remains child like through out life. Maybe masked in developmental disorders, including, but not limited to the Down Syndrome, but maybe born perfectly healthy, as well, in which case, the differences in thinking is a striking one and will earn them a reputation of a crystal child or some other spiritual wonder child… Or people will simply think they are a little… Off.

• A deep sense of “I am connected to others”: several bodies, one soul. “We are all one.”
• The purpose of the split soul is to create the experience of being united with others – to motivate a soul to seek for a connection to other souls later on.
• Strenght in numbers; one soul, multiple bodies. Think of a flock of sardines.
• “Manufacturing errors” in body creation are common.
• Can be clumsy, little or no personal space, manners are somewhat sketchy.
• Highly psychic. Their visions are less symbolic than the older spirits, visions are literal.
• I am to be loved because I exist!
• Needs gentle care
• “I” means a body, “the soul” is shared.
• Doesn’t really fall in love or ever feel the need to look for love, love simply “is”.
• Love belongs to everybody, they FEEL love, love is a feeling, (and hugs, kisses, and gifts)
• Doesn’t care about “different”. All types of different is truly equal in their eyes.
• Marriage doesn’t really seem like their thing. (Exceptions apply. MUST BE a soul connected spouse.)
• Feeling towards others: We know each other: “We ARE love!”
• Can be somewhat sanctimonious: “I know (how to) love!”
• Tries to force or coerce everyone to love one another. (Does not understand reluctance to love.)
• A sense of self only as a member of an entity connected by spirit. Not a member of a group, per say, need a spirit-link to exist.
• No “I found you” feeling, just a “We’re one” feeling. (Compare to other soul age levels.)
• Believes everyone loves them and everyone else and if they don’t they should.
• No alcohol or substance use on this level. They don’t like it, AT ALL, nor do they need it. They already are inhibited and unconstrained, makes no sense to them, also the taste is awful.
• People leaving them makes no sense to them. Throws tantrums when left even as adults.
• Innocent, instinctive sexuality; hugs and naked hugs. Sex is automatic, natural follow up to love. (Parents should prepare for it, not interfere in it. No sexual boundaries, maybe traumatized by a rejection, but should be gently rejected when the approach is inappropriate or unwanted.)
• Even adults make early teen or teen -like clumsy approaches toward people they are in love with.
• Feels inconsolable when alone. (May develop a psychosis later in life to feel in a company. Healthy people born on this level may have this problem, the Down children and the like will receive care all through life and need not to go psychotic, unless left.)
• No brain-to-mouth filter. (This is sometimes retained from this level because it is a refreshing trait and often rewarded by others.)
• Learns to both trust and mistrust people
• Frustrations: Nobody cares, people are cold, there are wars and suffering!
• Treats other people’s anger as random displays of aggression. (On later soul age levels may consider anger as a random mental disorder of some description, only their own anger is valid.) Once the fight passes, forgets all about it, including the talk and agreements to correct their behaviour. “Fight is over, it never happened. It was just a random thing, and we can forget all about it.”
• Merges back into their soul after death – each identity in this level is a part of a large scale “deployment”.
• Jesus’ spirit is still attempting to return back to this soul age level, considers it his duty. Beats himself up for all “lower feelings” and emotions, although in reality, he is an ancient spirit, and this is the lower level, although some aspects of this level should be either nourished all the way through or relearned if lost. Traumatised by his role as the Son Of God, works hard to be what people expect him to be. Currently, displays strong traits from all soul age levels. There are plenty of people who think they are Christ incarnated, but they are easy to pick as they behave in a stereotypically Christ-like style, like playing a role. The real Jesus is different, but there’d be a lot of people who know who he is already, even though they’d make a joke out of it. Virgin Mary is also traumatised, but her true soul age level is a lot lower (and she’s not the real mother of Christ, making her problems greater still. Has the reputation but not the experience. Not a holy woman, but treated as such. A serious trauma of the virgin status, the expectation of remaining untouched. Also, a close friend to Magdalene, who is not sexually oppressed makes the Virgin truly conflicted. The statues describe Mary Magdalene, not the Virgin, but the Virgin is who listens and answers to the prayers to the best of her ability, as they are addressed to the additional name she was known by). (Just waiting for my blasphemy charges to be laid…)

Looking for a mother (The transition phases are a bit fluid, considering this is a multi-incarnation)

There are references to homosexual relationships on this soul age level, please note that homosexuality is also found in advanced levels, and is by no means, by itself, a sign of an Unborn Soul.

• Is born healthy and capable, normal level of intelligence can be even considered smart. Can show a genius level of knowledge or skill in ONE area of life or science. (The ability to love is not a sign of genius. 😉 ) May find it comforting to focus on such things as mathematics or a predictable field of science, something that follows a very clear path.
• Perpetually afraid, illogical fears, anxieties. Knows he or she is a little less capable than normal, emotionally speaking.
• Feels scared about all grown up stuff, other than work-related. Perfectly capable in terms of work and schooling.
• Rejects mature sexuality. Hugs, kisses, avoid sex, or is a fetishist into “infantilism”.
• Both genders look for a new mother in a partner, and the women often have a lesbian identity in this phase, but they relate to their lover as a mother rather than a sexual partner. Finds the idea of actual sex or even nudity with their partner awkward.
• Women look for a female role model, men look for a woman to teach them how to be a man.
• The thought of a heterosexual “grown up marriage” feels like there’s a lot of pressure to go there, but women, in particular, feel like it’s a “do I have to?!” thing, men tend to think “a new mom” and embrace the idea.
• Deep need to merge with same gender friends. Seem like they want to be you, or to become you. This is the soul seeking to become one again.
• Heartbroken when love is denied, cannot understand why this keeps happening to them. (Usually, attempts to link themselves to Ancient Spirits who have different priorities and interests, and very little patience or interest in pretending to be someone else’s mom.)
• Fearful of life (although capable enough, others feel they should do fine but they are insecure) but they are not shy!
• Can turn into a matter of life and death: “There’s a baby dying here without a momma!!”
• Ideally, finds a loving and caring friend (very physically present, lots of hugs and holding them) in teen years and is able to transition to a mature-like marriage in due time. Men tend not to find one, but women are luckier in that sense.
• On this level, women’s “True Emotion Mirrors” are their very close same gender EQUAL friends, but not “the mother” nor “the dad”, nor their actual parent (note the power dynamic difference).

Onto Heterosexuality

• Time to grow up; Self-confidence acquired from that new mother is encouraging even women to seek for a heterosexual partnership. “I am loved, I am desirable, I am lovely. I am good enough.”
• Even women are ready to form a relationship with the opposite gender but hopes for either a nonsexual marriage or a mildly sexual one. No or mild wish to have children. (Should not.)
• Sex feels scary or “low”. Wants to avoid it. Fears the imagery surrounding it. Needs VERY GENTLE touch and guidance.
• If practices spirituality, particularly in the context of True Emotion Mirrors, as they may have fallen in love with someone unattainable and labeled them a True Emotion Mirror, their spirituality, and spiritual practice seems to have the purpose of distraction and pretending to be doing something about it, rather than actual actionable plans. Seems to spend a lot of time with spiritual images, rather than texts. May be preoccupied with pretty things, like crystals and spiritual pendants.
• People from higher soul age levels, who they trust should encourage them to seek for a similar partner, but they tend to set their sights on someone well beyond their own soul age level, and this partnership won’t be a mutually happy one.

True Emotion Mirror Stage

• Only two halves left; the male and the female variant. Is literally looking for their other half.
• The men have delicate feminine features, while the women have a slightly masculine face. They should be able to easily imagine their other half by simply seeing themselves in the mirror.
• First ego blow: What?! Everyone else around me do not love me?! (Previously surrounded by at least some of his or her own incarnations that always were there to boost their morale and ego.)
• Blames men for all ill in the world and for all problems in relationships. This tendency isn’t cured until a lot later. Also, men blame other men for being the root of the problem.
• Still highly psychic, very capable, a beautiful soul.
• Selfless and loving.
• Capable and intelligent, but not likely a genius of any description, however, as they are not neurotic enough to keep focus on one area of study enough to gain that level of skill.
• Embraces spirituality and has a good feel for it.
• Feels like the master of life. Believe this is their last incarnation, and in a sense, it is.
• Close minded to older soul’s experiences, self-reliant. Trusts others of their own kind.
• Can get snobbish: “waiting to ascend” but is not defensive. They know their stuff.
• Currently, very aware of the change in awareness. Well prepared.
• Loves a hero, is unlikely try and be one, but loves heroes. May do, however.
• Shuts down conflicting information as harmful. (But at this stage, they should guard their vision, as it would be harmful to adopt the wrong idea – good instinct, though.)
• IF they meet their other half, they will merge into one soul after death. The soul will decide on its final gender… Or… Attempt to. At least some fluid gender people would find the explanation for their gender fluidity right here. They might be a recently merged True Emotion Mirror.

The Infant

Freshly merged soul

• Gender identity issues.
• Highly psychic.
• A deep feeling of loneliness. (This is temporary, they simply don’t have many friends yet. The previous incarnations were simply fractions of who they are as a whole, therefore, people relate to them differently now.)
• Difficulty making friends. They have to start from scratch!
• The realization of separateness: Is it real? Am I really alone here?
• The cold world may bring them to the point of destruction, loss of hope. This creates a point of new growth.
• The earlier experience of knowing what it is like to be connected to other people keeps their hopes up from here. What they will find, however, will be greater still… Much greater, but it does come with a price.
• Maybe angry, people don’t react to them as they expected. Difficulty communicating, less telepathic than before, because other aspects of self are no longer available.

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