Why would the Universe give me *this* to deal with?

When you think about your life as an immortal being, with nothing but TIME on your hands, your perspective on your current life changes a great deal. Almost ANY suffering is justifiable in the grand scheme of things, as it is only one lifetime. What you are now learning, you will take to your next life and you will be stronger for it, you will be SMARTER, no matter what *this* is. You will appreciate things you didn’t before, and you will refuse things you accepted before, you will have a backbone, foresight, depth… And a deeper, more evolved character.

Still, more specifically, you have to examine your own personality, the way you think and process things to understand why this happened to you. What might make this useful, and important to you?

One of my favorite examples is Nazi Germany; why would God allow that? Would it be that people on both sides of the barbed wire fence have been praying for God to test their faith? At the same time, a lot of real nasty people wanted to get things out of their system – to kill, torture, and have vengeance on people, regardless of their background, I might guess. If you want God to test your faith, the stronger your faith was, the worse would be the test.

Does your faith NEED TO survive, then? I don’t think God cares. You do – if you have it. God just wants to give you answers to the questions you ponder: “How much will it take for me to lose my faith?” “I wonder what life would be if I didn’t have to get married and have children?” “What would it be like to live in the body I don’t feel comfortable in…?” The questions you ponder in this life will be your experience in the next. I am glad to say, I know exactly where I’m going next, and I can’t wait – and it will look INSANE to anyone looking on, but I’ll be singing Hallelujah on the inside. 😀 How do I know? Because all my attention now is on what I desire; what I need, want, crave to experience – honestly, without… *cough* woke bullshit. Without letting society and other women dictate to me what it is that I should, as a woman, want and not want.

Maybe you have become an outcast in this world because previously, you’ve been obsessed with popularity to the point where you’ve sacrificed yourself and everything you believe in in order to be popular. Perhaps you got fame and fortune because you always condemned the wealthy and thought they were the root of all evil. Perhaps you were born in a race you despised or thought was inferior… I know some people who seem to live in the wrong race because they (or their parents) hated that race.

Your current lifetime is equal parts someone else teaching you a lesson and your agreement that you kinda need that lesson. Your soulmates are with you, whether you know it or not. It may be that you need to *feel alone* but you aren’t… Then again, sometimes the loneliest we feel is when we’re surrounded by people who love us by force, and that experience is also valuable; stops you from making fake friends and… This is an interesting one that many people may relate to: I think I’ve been taught not to take animals as pets, you know? To force an animal to love me, as a substitute for human love, maybe? I won’t go into the detail, but I do sometimes feel like I’m being treated as a wild animal made into a pet by some of my soulmates. I have certainly been quite the animal lover, but I have also felt like what I was doing wasn’t right. (I’m not saying it’s always wrong, it’s just that I may have bitten more than I can chew sometimes, and been rather selfish with my love of animals. I now love them wild and free… There are cockatoos up my tree. Oops. I wrote a poem. Must be my 2nd rhyme ever.)

Your self-sacrificing may be one of the things the spirit (Universe, God) wants you to learn not to do. It may try and teach you not to exploit others and expect love from where there isn’t any. Maybe you’re given a time out to think about yourself and your life… and what you’ve done and should be doing. I do think the self-obsession, sharing, and first-world problem phase of our history may be there to give a lot of people too much time for thinking and pondering, for the sake of all of us. I certainly felt Covid-19 was meant for people to stop and think for a bit. And for those who died… I feel like there’s a very new world coming, a new way of thinking – and I am certainly one to work toward it – and the ones who died would be in perfect age to hit the ground running in their new incarnation.

Speaking of incarnations; I do believe we all have several, not only in chronological order but also simultaneously. I believe, along with some other people, that there is a primary incarnation and countless of “off-shoots”. The primary’s incarnation line seems to be traceable, while the off-shoots pop up where needed. Some of the off-shoots are sent out to reap the benefits of the hard work of the whole, others are sent to do some of the ugly business like serial killing enemies and exacting revenge, getting shit out of the system, balancing karma, while the primary is doing the heavy lifting of working on self-awareness. Not to feel any guilt if you think you’re either type; it’s all you, and in the end, all parts of you will be united as one… This is mainly important in thinking of the world population: we will reduce the number of our simultaneous incarnations if the number of people becomes unbearable, and in understanding why some people can remember past lives in chronological order and some in a much more random manner.

I do believe that the most “why me” -lives are that of the primary to suffer through. Another theory I have on that is that the primary -idea is not right, and whichever offshoot of the same spirit will experience a circumstance that brings about a state of spiritual self-awareness will see the purpose of the suffering and incarnating clearer than others, but the fact there is a chronological order to their incarnations kind of fight that idea; as it seems more planned than. Then again, other spiritual people may not WANT TO find the chronology for one reason or another. But then, all this is kind of beside the scope of this post.

So; why are we here? To learn to enjoy life. The universe is an entertainment system for immortal beings, BUT… Sometimes we get so bogged down in it that we get lost and can’t enjoy it anymore. Then, we get a “time out” life; “Look kiddo, timeout. You’re taking the game way too seriously. Now you sit there until you learn to… *what?*”

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