Your past life memories may offer an amazing clue on what is not working for you sexually in this lifetime, that to a non-sexual person feels over-sexualized and for a sexual person feels nearly sterile. Connecting to your previous lifetimes can open up a whole new world for you… Sexually speaking.

This might be the one time that you wish you had always said you believe in reincarnation, because if you’ve been completely opposed to the idea before, I’m going to bring up something that might tempt you to do some shopping at New Age shop, (God forbid). Connecting to your past life memories are not to prove that you’ve sinned and now you deserve all bad karma coming your way, but to liberate yourself from anything that is stopping you from having the best sex lifetime in recent history!

When you think back to history, you might think that you are happy to live in today’s world where sexuality is accepted and there is far less taboos and rules about sexuality around… But… In history, the society was a lot more naive than what it is now, and perverts were easier to hide in the plain sight. A girl that would carelessly flash an ankle to a gentleman would give out the signal that she is not obeying rules, and sexual signals such as heavy breathing (heaving chest) would tweak a trained pervert to the notion that they have met their ideal partner.

With so many lords and rulers, the chances of finding one that had a working dungeon and a permission to torture people to death without anyone having any say in the matter were a lot higher. The Church offered a perfect cover for homosexual perversions, the same as one-sex schools did, what is perfectly prim and proper on the outside to the naive eye, was a mating call of a pervert.

Having your family so easily shocked also played in the pervert -goal. Once you shame your family, they disowned you and you were free to live your live whichever way you chose – these days, they are still trying to train a 40-year old child into a nice, proper living. “I’ll never give up on you honey!” “But mum…!”

I personally would lose my reputation by the age of 17 or 18, be disowned, deemed unmarriable, so that I could return to my True Emotion Mirrors – the True Emotion Mirrors – my perverted romantic partners who would take care of me and my needs. In more than one lifetime, I have been the proud owner of “a house”. I would have girls working for me, I would train them myself (they enjoyed this), and whenever my soul-bond lovers would visit, I would announce to the girls that “he’s a gentleman and needs special attention” and take him upstairs to my suite… I was living a polyandrous lifestyle while my “husbands” were legally married to women who either pretended to knot know what was going on or were too naive or self-congratulating to notice. Be it as it may, they were married and the deal was done, better deal with one’s husband’s infidelity the best they can… Interestingly enough, they also got their half of the deal; as natural polygynists they got their kicks out of knowing their husband had a habit of going to see other women… Or a woman, if they knew, with the delicious overtone to their fantasies that he was dutiful towards her, not me. (Duty, to some women, is very sexy; it means he is submissive to her despite having feelings for another woman. In their case, it’s a nice fantasy, at least, when in reality – although not cold towards their wives – my men were more dutiful towards their family name rather than their wife.)

The civilized society doesn’t need to know about such things as whore houses or dungeons or men who marry 6-year-olds out of perverted needs. Back in the day, a 50-year old man could marry a young girl well before her puberty and nobody would lift an eyebrow.

For a pervert, the Church offered a playground like in no other time.

No wonder we tend to be a little sexually frustrated… All this sexual liberation is truly oppressive to an old pervert with several lifetimes under their belt because all of these goody-two-shoes are now pretending to like it and we need to humor them – at the same time as they are telling us what they cannot tolerate and live with!

But then… At least we won’t be shot to death, castrated, or jailed for life for loving a member of our own gender anymore, and that is worth a little temporary discomfort for us all.

My First Past Life Memory of Sorts, age 3: BDSM

I am not sure if this should be filed under a memory or a fantasy based on some past life memories; but I was a little under 3-years-old (my mum was heavily pregnant at the time, that’s how I can time it) and I had a completely unprovoked fantasy about chains wrapped around me. I couldn’t tell at the time, but the pleasure the idea brought me was sexual in nature. What is the most amazing part was that once I failed to give myself the same sensation by putting plastic against my skin, I tossed the chain-substitute back onto the table and thought to myself: “I just have to grow up to have someone play with me.” I swear to God! A 3-year-old shouldn’t have had ANY of that run through their minds, but there it was. Whenever I tell this story people ask me if I am sure I wasn’t sexually abused as a child, and I am absolutely sure that I haven’t. One of the reasons why I know is this: I knew instinctively which men to avoid and for what reason. I never flaunted it, never flirted with anyone not knowing where that would lead, and I kept my distance from men that gave me “the vibe”. I have been told I climbed in the lap of my uncle’s friend, the only person who I took an instant liking to as a child, and just sat in his lap refusing to move, and I had never met him before – this would have been at the age of 2 or 3. I must have known him from somewhere. The reason why I bring this up in this context is that I knew who to trust and who not to trust. At the same time, I know there are children, (now grown women, able to say so,) who have completely knowingly allowed or initiated a sexual relationship with a grown-up, but that is, clearly, not the case every time. (The real danger is on the flirty little girls who don’t know what that behavior is mimicking, and how a paedophile can use that flirtation as a real invitation when it wasn’t intended as such, giving the girl a shock of a lifetime… To put it mildly. The reason why we need to talk about child sexuality too, in depth, some other time, is because denying it won’t make things better. The fact we deny the fact children may be born HIGHLY sexual causes more problems than you can imagine insisting on their innocence does.)

Speaking of sexual traumas, there is a high chance that you or someone you know has been sexually traumatised in a past life, and is still unable to fully function sexually. The church has been at the forefront of causing sexual traumas, their primary goal, as we all are well aware of, is to eradicate sexuality from people – and they are not doing half bad job of it. Causing a major sexual trauma has been the key element in making people stop wanting to have sex, and that trauma can remain unchanged for several lifetimes. I know a woman who got pregnant out of wedlock, not really understanding why becuase she was mentally challenged in that lifetime. She was probably a victim of sexual abuse, but she was the only one suffering punishment. She had the child, and to make sure she understood the gravity of her crime towards God, she and her child ate last; after the dogs. She never did understand what was wrong with her child in comparison to the other children, and to this day, she is staring at her children wondering what is wrong with them – even though in this lifetime she is perfectly normal, but the feeling that there is something wrong with her child remains. (Related: I know someone who was trained to think that naughty boys poop, and that a pure soul won’t poop. To this day he feels ashamed for having to go, because, in that lifetime, he was made a priest (honoured) despite the fact he still had to go, nobody told him, of course, that NOBODY had achieved this feat yet, and was led to believe the other priests “didn’t poop”, just him… Compared to that, holding off sex is super easy.) If you believe in the existence of God, which entity, do you think, would tempt good people to perform such cruelty? Satan or a loving God?

How to connect to your past life memories?

If you are interested about the delicious or the traumatic sexual past (the chances are that if you are reading a blog like this, your biggest traumas have happened in this lifetime; wide-spread prudishness imposed on everybody with no clear cut between the goodies and the baddies) here’s a couple of ways to do it. The most important part is to not force it – forcing usually brings about imagination, not a memory; you wouldn’t try and force yourself to remember what happened yesterday… Or if you would, you would probably fail. Reconnecting to past life memories is very similar to trying to remember a childhood event that you can barely remember. Some of it is clear in your memory, some of it is REALLY difficult to bring back… The same is true for past life memories; just because you can’t remember them, doesn’t mean they didn’t happen, or because you remembered your shirt was blue rather than red, that doesn’t mean the rest of the memory is wrong… But memory is not an exact science by any means.

Connect to that emotion that you felt as a child when you wished Santa would bring you a certain gift. Innocent, hopeful, not guilty, because you felt Santa was happy bringing you gifts… Guilt ruined it when you realized it was your mum and dad… Anyway; Hopeful, not guilty, happy, innocent; think about how exciting it would be to start recalling your past lives. If you actually feel like remembering them, the wish will be heard, but if you feel like I would like to want that but I don’t, really, your mind will remain safely oblivious to the memories – and that’s cool too, in another way. (I know that is one of those: “well that’s convenient!” statements, but it is what it is.) This method should guide you to a way that YOU feel natural about, perhaps showing you dreams of past lives or connecting you to a psychic who can see them for you or whatever.

Although I have had a FEELING about many past lifetimes, for instance once opening a book onto its first page, with this voice inside my head going: “This is written about you”, and then reading it through thinking I feel like “me” and my motivations were described wrong… I later started recalling past lives consciously by inviting images of people who I thought I knew somehow into my mind. I thought it was helpful to use people, particularly those who I hadn’t known my whole life, to ignite past life s. Whenever I met someone who I felt an unusual familiarity towards, I would try and imagine them in an empty space, and then inviting a new surrounding for them that I was more familiar with seeing them in. This, to me, only created flashes of past lives, but it was a start. Also, the more I wanted to see someone in my past, the  more I IMAGINED a surrounding for them rather than actually SEEN it. I also think my stupid close-minded soul companions gave me visions thinking that I would feel better about having “past life memories” thinking that they are not real anyway so what’s the harm – the funny thing is that on the soul level, people don’t change their beliefs, an atheist one-life believer is that on the spirit level too, until I ask him or her: “So can you hear my voice now?” They have to admit that they can. “So how do you explain not being in the room with me?” So, at least they have to admit there is a level of existence that defies physical location. Hardly a proof in face-to-face situation, though. 😀 In time, you will learn to differentiate a real memory from an externally given vision and your own imagination playing up with you. Don’t worry about getting it wrong, we all do at first.

The key to spirituality is relaxing and finding YOUR OWN way to it. Whenever you are trying to follow clear, strict rules that do not work for you, you are breaking your flow and your spirituality suffers. I am a fantastic Tarot reader, but for as long as I tried to follow rules of how to read Tarot, for one thing, I felt completely STUPID when I tried to follow the rules of covering my head with a purple scarf or wrapping the cards in silk when not in use and what not… Not to mention trying to memorize interpretations, all of that functioned as blockages rather than aiding what I wanted to do, because it was completely unnatural to me. Now, I don’t have to think it twice, I can even read tarot without the cards, by inviting an image directly into my head when I can’t get to my deck. (It’s a bit of a clunky way of doing it but works in a pinch.)

The absolute best way to do it is to want to find your own brand of spirituality and start following your instinct towards it. There is no wrong way of doing it, and if you are drawn to a certain group or discipline, that is also very much an authentic way of doing it – just not for those who feel like they’d have to force themselves into such a situation. It would be just as inauthentic for people who wish to join a group to try and do it alone because they feel the need of having a community to lean on. Those that usually like to do things by themselves and to figure things out for themselves should not feel the need to force themselves into such things. Like, personally, I like to fail and do silly stuff when nobody is looking and keep it to myself when I let my imagination take the better of me… 😉

An extra word for men (male-thinkers)

Androphile men and women are generally speaking quite unaware of how psychic they already are naturally. This is because of their past lives. Men are hunters, warriors, and rulers, who have to know in an instant when something is off. When they make alliances, they need to know by the smallest of clues when someone is lying to them, is telling the truth but is incapable of doing as he or she promises because of their lack of intelligence, skill, or experience, and to know when people are told to do something but they’d rather not and so forth. Not knowing these things in a split second may cost a man or their beloved friends their lives.

Women work differently. They were hidden in castles and fortresses with other women, making them, generally speaking, so bored that they had to entertain themselves in some way. One of these ways was to blind themselves from all of these clues, to enable their “friends” stab them in the back just for the delight of being able to hurt each other. And that would be the difference in many women’s thinking in comparison to their men. To not get it is fun for a woman – but not for a guy.

This is to say that men have a lot more ability in the field of spirituality (and inter-personal relationships) than what women give them credit for, and because it is SO NATURAL for men to be a little psychic, that’s not how men generally speaking think about it. They “just know” but this just knowing is exactly what people call “being psychic”. For a woman, it typically doesn’t make sense how much data is exchanged between androphile men and women at one sight, and that is why they react so illogically to many emotional situations. That is why they need to be TOLD they are loved, rather than knowing it from the feeling conveyed. However, not all women are alike in this and not all men are alike; some men stayed behind in the castles and learned to entertain themselves the same way as the women, and vice versa. There is nothing that would have made me stay in and do embroidery for the entirety of my life for all the money in the world!

A lot of people, myself included, are afraid that getting into spirituality is going to make them non-sexual and thriving towards asceticism rather than the opposite. I was no different. I was afraid I’d “turn into one of them” but I couldn’t contain my curiosity so I experimented on stuff. I have become OK with my own sexual perversions – and now love the word perversion and pervert – I’ve learned how NOT TO avoid my own sexual fulfilment because I keep telling myself no, not right, not allowed… (“You have to respect women” from male -perspective, in female “you have to mind your reputation and not be taken advantage of”.) I’ve become much more what I already was and stopped second-guessing myself about whether it was OK or not. I’ve always been sexually open-minded, but I went from open-minded to full self-awareness and acceptance of others, including the prudes, who I now openly hate, but love at the same time – what would life be without those moral watch dogs peering through our windows pretending they’re not turned on! I’ve gone from trying to hide the sharpest of  my edges from everybody to flaunting them all and calling for the next sexual and spiritual revolution at the top of my lungs.

So, the fastest way to get the scent of your past life memories is to think about what kind of sex you enjoy (dream about) in this lifetime, and trying to remember the loved ones you miss. The chances are that this is and they are exactly the no good that you’ve been up to for centuries prior. 🙂

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